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Hey everyone! I'm finally back after a thousand years and sadly in desperate need of funds. We just made a move out of my abusive home some months back and I just had to quit the job I just got here in April due to, well, very un-workman-like conduct by some coworkers. So bills are pretty tight right now, and until I get a new job (which I've been applying like crazy so it should hopefully be soon) I need some help! 

So if anyone would be willing, I'd be so grateful for any help I could get. I mean it, any little bit would help. I'm even willing to negotiate on prices! I've missed you guys so much! I'm so sorry for being gone for so long!! ; v ; 

I've also added some new things in here; so if you're interested, just let me know! 

Fullbody Fully colored commissions:

> $25 per character

Aurum KavrosII by Farorue   Aloise Drakeets O O by Farorue  Partnersnoeffects by Farorue  Booppp by Farorue Untitled-3 copy by Farorue

PSG Style:

>$10 per character + $5 for any additional char
Boop Copy by Farorue Linkuchu by Farorue Sidon by Farorue MomoconAutographPic by Farorue

>$15 per panel/page

1 by Farorue 2 by Farorue 3 by Farorue 4 by Farorue 5 by Farorue

Chibi Expressions:

>$10 for 10, $15 for 20

Chibi by Farorue
(For more click here! )


> $10 per character

Asewgee by Farorue   Ritsuki Sakura by Farorue  Otp by Farorue  Velvet by Farorue

Mock Anime Screenshot:


What the FUCK!! by Farorue  Xillia by Farorue

Any bit of help would be hugely welcomed. Thank you!!

Ahoy friendos! o 7 o/

After 6 long months we've finally laid down the complete foundation for our group!! Come check it out if you're interested!! ; 7 ;/


(Thank you so much for all your super hard work, bby!! ;____; )
  • Listening to: Mugen Road - J Soul Brothers
  • Playing: Make 7!/Fire Emblem: Fates/KHUx
Golly gee it's been a good long while since I wrote an actual journal here.

I think it's cos mainly I do my venting/blah blah on my blog so I sort of forget to do it here too! 

Let's see what can I write about...

:icongoldenrodacademy: should hopefully be up sometime soon, it's all basically been waiting for us to get the cash to make it into a super group and then wanting to finish and tie up any small loose ends. So look out, it'll be coming soon! 

I've been sewing a lot... maybe one day I'll post up pics idc it's nothing special.

I work at a cool new nail place in town and I get at least 20 - 30 in tips everyday which is so super neato burrito.

This weekend is going to be prom for one of our nearby schools and that means we gon get BIZZAY.

um... I'll... do more later! :D Eeyyyy!
  • Listening to: Life is Beautiful - M-Flo ft. Double & TOKU
  • Playing: Pokemon Yellow
  • Drinking: Water
Tagged by: :iconbunchuu:

1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters 
4. Post their names along with their creators' avatars


1: Aloise was kidnapped by his Aunt/Mother's Twin when he was only a few months old and cast out to the surface world.
2: He is in fact a hopeless romantic; and any small romantic gesture from his darling husband though as scarce as they would be pretty much sends him over the edge and turns him into a lovesick puppy. 
3: He can't sing worth a damn in his human form but in his mer-form he has the siren's gift.
4: He cannot swim very well... At all... he is a sad excuse for a mermaid. But in his defense he was never really allowed near the ocean growing up.
5: Aloise never had a mother; his adoptive father's (Alezandre Keets) wife had died shortly before he found Aloise on the sands of the beach. 
6: His hobbies are baking, and nagging Devlin about trivial things. 
7: He plays a small harp moderately well. 
8: After Devlin abandoned him on shore for 3 years; he utilized the time and became a rather skilled fencer, though he unfortunately barely possesses the situational common sense to use it when he should. He is blonde after all and will sort of just stare dumbfounded instead of drawing his sword when someone is running at him with weapon in hand...

I don't wanna... )8
  • Listening to: Life is Beautiful - M-Flo ft. Double & TOKU
  • Watching: Friends
  • Playing: Hyrule Warriors
Tagged by :iconbunchuu:


1. Think of a song that you really like for each letter of the alphabet.
2. You're not required to do it if someone tags you, and you don't need to tag anyone. If you do tag someone, you should tag at least 2 or 3 people.


All the Things She Said - t.A.t.U.
Barracuda - Heart
Centuries - Fall Out Boy
Dard-e-Disco - Om Shanti Om
Everybody - Backstreet Boys
Fight Song - Rachel Platten
Get it Up - Mindless Self Indulgence
Heart-Shaped Box - Nirvana
I Don't Fuck With U - Big Sean
Just That Sexy - Myah Marie
Kiss me Goodbye - Angela Aki
Light a Rainbow - Tukan
Moonlight Densetsu - DALI
Not Alone - FFIX Soundtrack
Opera 2 - Vitas
Pain - Three Days Grace
Que Sera Sera - Doris Day
Ragdoll - Maroon 5
Secret - The Pierces
Talking Body - Tove Lo
Unbalanced Kiss - Jimi Tunnel
Vanilla - Gackt
What Becomes of Us? - Takeharu Ishimoto
Xepher - Tatsh
Youth of the Nation - P.O.D.
Zelda's Lullaby - Koji Kondo

I tag :iconarcanaoffortune: and :iconsugarcoatedstars:! 8D

So I apologize for lack of art, but I'm actually in NY visiting family until the 7th! ; 7 ; 

It's been really fun and amazing so far. This is the first year I've gotten to dress up for Halloween since I was like... 14/15. I'm 23 now so imagine that. u 7 u; BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN I GOT TO BE A LOLITA ZOMBIE WHILE MY WAIFU GOT TO BE A BEAUTIFUL HINDU GODDESS AND WE WENT OUT WITH MY LITTLE SISTER-IN-LAW WHO WAS HARLEY QUINN (I wanted to be the Joker so bad but we didn't have the money or time ;____; ) AND MY MOTHER-IN-LAW WHO WAS A GEISHA/CHINESE GODDESS. We didn't trick or treat but we handed out candy and a lot of people took our pictures! ; 7 ; It was awesome. 

My wife also bought me Starfox64 for the 3DS (which is super hard to find a hardcopy of now a days???) and I'm so happy. It's like a nostalgia thing. u 7 u 

AND ON WEDNESDAY WE'RE ALL GOING TO NINTENDO WORLD. 8D I'm really really excited. Hehehehe.

I've been having so much fun just spending time with waifu's family and my little sister-in-law. She's just so adorable and I can't wait for her to come and stay with us one day. It's gonna be so much fun. ; 7 ; 

<3 Rue
  • Listening to: Courtesy Call - Thousand Foot Crutch
  • Watching: Hey Arnold!
  • Playing: Rune Factory 4 + Starfox 64 3D
  • Drinking: Water


Chibi Expression Roleplay Icons:

5 for $5, 10 for $10 Or 20 for $15!


$10 / 1000 Points

Style A  [ SynSab ] by Farorue { Noel Kreiss } by Farorue  [ Cao Pi ] by Farorue Style B

Full body Character Sketch:

Sketch: $15+ / 1500 Points
Color: $25+ / 2500 Points

Panty & Stocking Style

$10 / 1000 Points
{ Farore } by Farorue { Pokemon Liberator } by Farorue
( ^ A lot more of these can be viewed here! )

Commissions are currently: Open!
Please be sure to read my policies!
Please read through the details and send me 
a note if you're at all interested! 

Completed Commissions:

How to Order

Note me the following info:

Character: Name + picture references
(written out detailed references are also accepted!)
Style: pick from the list below please, 
or link me to a picture from my gallery.
Notes: What I should keep in mind when drawing them 
(personality, quirks, mannerisms, etc.)

I will reply to tell you:
1) if I accepted the order
2) if accepted: my paypal email
3) the price of the order, adjusted for detail

Sending Money

When using your paypal to send money for the commission,
please select "I am paying for goods or services" 
(Or you can select sending money to friends or family,
just do not put 'for commission' or you might get in trouble.)

Please also pay attention and accept the paypal
fees so that I do not get them. If you are paying me $20 
for a commission and you don't accept the charges, I will
only receive about $18, which will make me have to bother
you for the rest, so please just accept 
the charges the first time as it is just easier!

Do's and Don'ts

:bulletgreen: Shonen Ai/Slash/Yaoi
:bulletgreen: Shoujo Ai/Slash/Yuri
:bulletgreen: Hentai
:bulletgreen: Detailed clothing
:bulletgreen: Fanart
:bulletgreen: Canon Character x OC
:bulletgreen: Characters from Written out descriptions 
(If you lack a photo reference!)
:bulletgreen: I will also help you design your OC if you wish!

:bulletred: Furries (Though ears and tails are fine!)
:bulletred: Mecha
:bulletred: Too much Clutter

Additional Notes

If you are using a paypal account, it must be your own.
You cannot use your parent's paypal account, I'm sure
you have heard about the chargeback issue that's
been going around, if not, you can read about it here:

So to protect myself from any similar situations I unfortunately
must make this rule. I apologize but I can't afford to go through
what friends of mine have gone through!

If you are buying multiple, separate images, then it is the normal price for both.
However if you want a chibi couple, it's half the normal price. 

So a fully colored/outlined full body couple would be approximately $40 - $50,
dependent again on details.

The maximum for anything I can do is groups of 3.

I will also happily send WIPs upon request. 

If you would like you can also add my skype so that we can 
speak through there if it would be easier!

I'm a very friendly person and will do anything to satisfy my commissioners, 
so don't be afraid to approach me! v 7 vb

  • Listening to: Tove Lo - Talking Body
  • Watching: FMA / DB / DBZ
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIII Trilogy + Splatoon
  • Eating: I want sunflower seeds ;____;
  • Drinking: Sunkist

Rest in Peace, Dad.

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 2, 2015, 8:27 PM

You fought a long, hard, painful and suffering battle with cancer. You deserve peace. You deserve to be happy, ride motorcycles, play music and talk trash with all your friends and family who were there to meet you when you left your physical body.

We miss you terribly, but we're all so happy you're not in pain anymore.

Thank you for all the time you did spend with us, it means everything to us. The memories we have of you will keep us going forever.

You were the first and only man I ever loved in my life, and the only one I ever will love. You were the one who raised me to be who I am, and I'm thankful for every moment I got to spend with you. Thank you for being my Dad.

It always gets darkest just before the dawn, and though we're sad and coping now, things will get better. I'm sure of it, because now you're happy and healthy and don't have those rods and screws in your back, or the cancer, or any pain. Nothing could ever make me happier as your daughter than to know you're not hurting anymore. 

I love you, Dad. Please watch over us from wherever you are, and we'll keep you forever with us. 

Thank you to my wife, for giving me the strength to carry on through this painful and traumatic event. I never thought anyone could love me as much as she does, and I could never get through this without her, not even for a second. 

  • Listening to: I'll Have to Say I Love You in a Song - Jim Croce
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIII: Lightning Returns
  • Eating: Graham Crackers
  • Drinking: Sunkist


Journal Entry: Sat Aug 8, 2015, 3:16 PM

Stolen from PrinceSado 8)

  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
    My first account was Huyana and it was made back in 2005. This year would have been my tenth year on it but I left it in 2009 after some drama. I also had another account called Geminiite and also another that I recently left last September. Too much drama. 

  1. What does your username mean?
    Why are there two number 1s? But my username is basically like... My zodiac sign and something that I feel fits me? I've always loved the stars and stuff and it just rolled well with Sagittarius. 8D

  2. Describe yourself in three words.
    Giving. Blessed. Spiritual.

  3. Are you left or right handed?

  4. What was your first deviation? 
    Do you mean on THIS account or ever? Cos I'm not gonna log onto my very first account to go all the way back to 2005 omg.

  5. What is your favourite type of art to create?
    I love to paint digitally. Ever since I was young and saw pictures online I said I wanted to be able to do that. Now I can. 8D I love my tablet. Funny thing is, my wife got me my very first tablet back in 2009. If it wasn't for her I never would have been able to do what I do now. <3

  6. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
    Tetsuya Nomura style tbh. 

  7. What was your first favourite?
    My first ever favorite on dA waaaaas:

             The Kiss by giovannag

            I don't and never have even shipped InuYasha and Kagome... but I really used to love Giovannag's art. 

  1. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
    My waifu's art, and well if you're that curious go into my favorites:

  2. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
    Sappy things aside, my wife literally is my favorite deviant artist. We've grown together so much as artists and if she wasn't here on dA I wouldn't be either. 

  3. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
    ... I don't know. I sincerely don't know I'm a very nervous person. u 7 u;

  4. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

  5. What are your preferred tools to create art?
    My bamboo fun tablet and paint tool SAI and photoshop 7. 8)

  6. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
    We have this chair I really like. 8D It helps me do art. Just being in my own world and having inspiration helps me. 

  7. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
    I... dunno. 8D; Tough to say.

  • Listening to: Pop that Lock - Adam Lambert
  • Watching: Alvin and the Chipmunks wtf?????
  • Playing: Too many games. 8D
  • Drinking: Vanilla Coke

Roleplay Preferences

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 26, 2015, 10:17 PM

u 7 u So my waifu made one of these so I will too!

Me and my wife are incredibly shy when it comes to branching out, we're not very extroverted people (both of us are INFP tbh) so please don't think we're not interested. We'd like to roleplay with everyone. 8D

You can ask for our skype or even note us if that makes you uncomfortable!

But here are my rules in black and white:

1. No romance. 

I'm in a relationship and for the last 6 years of my life I've only roleplayed romance with my wife and I have no interest in changing that. She's everything I could ever need in any relationship towards my characters so please don't try to force your characters on mine! u 7 u It's happened to me in every single roleplay group I've ever joined. 

One-sided flirting is fine, but don't get offended that I won't flirt back. This is rule numero uno.

2. Contribute to the progression of the Roleplay.

You don't know how many times I've roleplayed with people here and on tumblr who don't put effort into roleplaying with me when I give them so much to go off on, and then get upset when I don't continue roleplaying with them.


Character A: Pouring a cup of jasmine tea into a pleasantly decorated cup, ____ smiled warmly and held it out to _____. "I hope you're doing alright... Is there anything else I can get for you?"

Character B: "No, thanks."

That seriously drives me crazy.

3. Do not stalk me for responses.

If you see me posting or doing something, please don't take personal offense to it. Sometimes I forget to respond, sometimes I don't have the energy to write, sometimes I'm not feeling my muse. I'm not a roleplay machine nor am I my character. I have life outside of my computer! A basically full time job that drains a lot of my time each day @___@ And sometimes I just like to draw!

4. Don't get offended by what my Character does!

This is pretty self-explanatory. Character =/= Roleplayer. I have a tendency to make really asshole-ish or bratty characters. They are never usually nice. Don't expect that of them.

5. Length.

Do not ever feel the need to match my length. I'm accustomed to being very detailed when I write. But that doesn't mean you have to overwhelm yourself trying to mirror me. And sometimes this isn't always true, sometimes I can write some shorter post, it's not always a mile and a half long paragraph.

I might add more to this later, but I'd really like to roleplay with all of you! 

  • Listening to: Noticed - Mandopony
  • Playing: Final Fantasy Type-0/Pokemon Y/Final Fantasy XIII
  • Drinking: Vanilla Coke
It's already Tuesday and I go back to work tomorrow boo. Even though I didn't have to go into work Sunday, I really feel like my weekend still went by so fast.

I'm so excited for this new group me and my waifu are joining up to.

I love her so much. ; 7 ; 

Things at home were bad for a few days but there's a new light of hope and I'm relieved about that, like so relieved.

But then I found out today was Robin Williams birthday and I saw all these pics and I was like oh no and then I got sad again. )8

But writing this silly little thing out made me feel better again. 

Roleplaying with waifu right now and like literally dying from feels overload it makes me so happy. We kill ourselves with how long these posts are though. BUT I LOVE IT ALL POST MASOCHIST DAT ME. 8D

  • Listening to: Just a Dream - Christina Grimmie & Sam Tsui
  • Reading: Over mine and Waifu's heart-crushing posts
  • Playing: Final Fantasy Type-0/Pokemon Y
  • Drinking: Vanilla Coke

Commissioning policies:

To protect you and I!


Due to many problems in the past, I have to put these here! So forgive me if these come off a bit high-strung, but I promise I'm willing to work with you!

When commissioning me, you must be as detailed as you can ahead of time. 

If you're sending me another artists rendition of the character(s) you are commissioning so that I can have an example of what to draw, please make sure that the image is clear enough for me to make out the details. I prefer bigger pictures to smaller ones, though I can work with you. I will not share these images that you personally send to me with anyone else, without your permission! I will usually send you a WIP to show you my progress during the sketch stage, to which I will only make changes up to THREE times in total, at your request.  

If you are giving me a descriptive text of what you want your character(s) to look like and I accept, please be as detailed as humanly possible. I am creating something from your text and thus, it is YOUR responsibility to ensure that you've given me all the information I will need to satisfy you. I will send you a WIP when I am finished with the sketch to which you may request changes up to THREE times. ( If I see that the mistake is on my end, it will not count towards your three changes. )

If I am drawing people from real life, the photographs you send to me must be clear. I ask that you include a small descriptive text which describes the hair color, eye color, etc. 

If you are asking me to design clothing for a character, you must give me an example of a style your character would wear. Please remember that I do not know your character and therefore cannot guess what it is you would like me to put them in. So if a picture and/or description fails to deliver a full outfit, it is your responsibility to make up for that by either telling me what you would like me to put them in, or giving an example of their fashion sense.

Once you are satisfied with the sketch or use up all three of your modifications during that stage, I will move on. If you want me to give you a WIP of the flat-coloring, then you MUST request that. Flat-coloring modifications are the same as sketch modifications. You will only get three, so please be specific. If you do not request the flat-color WIP, I will carry on and complete your picture.

Once I have completed your commission if you are not satisfied with the completed product, it is too late to ask for any changes/modifications. As you had the opportunities before hand to request changes, that falls under your responsibility. I will not be refunding any money, nor am I entitled to redraw any part of the image at this point. To prevent us both from any frustration, please make sure that you adhere to the above. 

The more detailed you are about what you want, the better.

Paypal Fee:

The paypal fee absolutely does not come out of the commission price. If you are commissioning something that costs $10 USD, that is what I must receive on my end. You are responsible for any fee that paypal charges. Please make sure that you take care of this because I will unfortunately have to contact you otherwise to correct the mistake.

( I'm a starving artist, I need the money. So a little does go a long way. )


Once I have started on your art, our contract is created and thus no refunds will be permitted unless under special conditions. If you try to start something through paypal, I will contact deviantart and list you down as a scammer in various places with your paypal information, name, etc. Please don't try to scam, it will not work well for you.

If for some reason I feel as though I cannot complete your commission, I will issue a refund. 

Once the image is completed, you will not receive a refund. Especially considering I have made it a point to keep in contact with you during the process. It is far too late to request a refund, so please do not even ask.

I commissioned this image from you, does this mean it belongs to me?:

Unfortunately no, you do NOT have my permission to use the art I have drawn you in order to profit. Be it, make keychains and sell them, claim it as your own, etc. To get this permission there will be an additional charge to which the image itself ( not the art style ) will then belong to you solely and you will not need my permission to do what you will. You MUST speak to me about this at any time, even if you are messaging me to ask for permission and pay whatever fee it may cost. 

This does not mean you may not use it on social media websites, or show it off. By all means, go ahead. This only limits you being able to make merchandise of the art you commissioned from me, to sell. We will discuss this further at your interest.
  • Watching: Breaking Bad
  • Playing: Waiting for Warriors Orochi 3 ; 7777 ;
  • Eating: Cheez-its
  • Drinking: Pepsi
I think out of habit from early childhood I've always disliked Sundays. When I was a kid it meant all my friends were at church while I was at home, it meant I had to go back to school the next day, and it meant no more staying up late watching cartoons. )8

High school was the same, minus the friends at church. I didn't really have friends in high school.

Now and then I have self doubt, but it gets pushed to the back of my mind each time it occurs. I know I can do what I'm doing, and do it well with practice. I'm scared because I start doing hands on stuff soon and I'm just afraid that I'm not going to be good at it. I still have really bad social anxiety, but I push myself to talk to the clients who come in and try to conversate with them, but I still get this ballooning fear in my chest that doesn't go away until after it's over. Sometimes I want to cry, because of my track history I'm scared I'll slip up and say something that'll make me look bad or make the client uncomfortable...

So far nothing has happened, but I'm still fearful. How do you stop social anxiety? How do you convince yourself that it'll be alright, and that nothing bad will happen and it'll be a successful service?

I don't know I guess I haven't really vented in a journal since I was like 17 or 18 cos I never saw the reason to, but I just feel like saying these words out loud makes them worse. I think I just want to get this out so that I can start to feel better about myself. I realize I have my flaws, but I have to do what I can to fix them, no one else is going to fix them for me.

I'm so happy playing Dynasty Warriors, each time a character I love (which is a lot) comes on the screen I smile all giddily and my heart flutters because this series, these characters have become such a vital part in my life that I honestly can't live without them. I get depressed and sad, I didn't think they had such a tight grip on my soul but they do and they're not letting go any time soon. I get so scared that we're going to fall out of this that I start to panic over nothing LOL.

I just love where we are right now so much and just AAAAAH, these characters give me strength to get through each day just by thinking about them. u 7 u My waifu does so much for me, she's the only one keeping me sane.

But that's enough personal hooplah.

Hyrule Warriors; not too sure about the hype. The game isn't as great as I thought it was going to be and the battles are way too drawn out. As someone who plays both Zelda and DW games proudly, I thought this was going to be a little different than it is.

I also thought Saria and Nabooru would be in it, I don't get Darunia and Zant but whaaatever. Maybe if this gets popular, they'll make another one with new chars like they did DW. I elect Saria, Nabooru, Linebeck, Kafei and the Postman. I8

Hopefully this also means Koei will get more publicity and we'll get a Dynasty Warriors 9, or even that they'll translate Empires for us because I'd be super sad if they didn't... IMAGINE IF THEY'D TRANSLATE WARRIORS OROCHI ;_________; I WANT THIS SO BAD. Koei please get big, please do all of this and more. Dynasty Warriors is your baby, nourish it.

I want to draw something before the day's over. But I also want to find what's gonna happen next on Breaking Bad. I can't do both because Breaking Bad like warrants all my attention because it's SO GOOD )8 WHAT DO I DO. WE'RE ON EPISODE 8 OF SEASON 3 AND I NEED TO KNOWWW.

u 7 u; That's about all for me. Sorry for a sloppy woe is me journal. But I feel a bit better and I want to push myself to become the best me I can be, this is what I was born to do; or rather, this is the path I was supposed to take to get to where I want to be. One day, I'll be a voice actor. This is only the beginning. I'm 22 with a whole life ahead of me and the love of my life by my side and I'm not gonna let it waste.

I'm gonna be 23 in about 2 months. I'm actually... a little excited. I don't like the number 22, so turning 23 is a big deal for me. I think 23 will have amazing things waiting for me, I can just feel it.
  • Listening to: Cherry Cola - Savage Garden
  • Watching: Breaking Bad
  • Playing: Dynasty Warriors 7
  • Drinking: Pepsi
So I've come to the conclusion that... Otherworlde while it's a nice group, just isn't for me. It has lovely nice people and a nice owner, but it's just not what I'm looking for. I think I jumped on it and joined up because it was open and had a neat concept, but ever since the day I submitted my first character I just felt a bit... off. Like I didn't belong in it.

There's nothing wrong with the group itself, it's just me and my own personal feelings. I apologize to any of the people who were anxious to roleplay with me u.u; I'm sorry. I hope none of you are offended or upset but I just... Didn't personally feel comfortable. Forgive me and you guys all have nice and amazing characters and I hope you enjoy the group. :heart:

In other news I'm half way through my internship and get to go for my licensing test in November. I'm really excited. 8D;

Waifu and I are gonna go watch more Breaking Bad now; we've gotten pretty into it so it's kind of like our top priority to do together now (aside from playing DW heheheh.)

Sorry to everyone again and I hope there's no hard feelings. I just have some inward personal issues. u.u Thank you again everyone!!
  • Watching: Breaking Bad
  • Playing: Dynasty Warriors 8: XL
  • Drinking: Pepsi
u 7 u I'm going to probably re-use/update this each time I use! Today's code is:

  • Drinking: Lemonade 8D
; - ; EEeehhh work tomorrow it's not fair I wanna stay up late and drawww why do the weekends have to go by so FAAAAST.

I love my waifu and want to stay with her ALL DAY LONG. ; ^ ; I wish I could bring my computer with me to the salonnnn it's not faiirrrr...
No one will ever know just how amazing my wife is.

Ever since May 28th, 2009, she has been the bright star that has lit my way through so many awful things. She came into my life when I needed her most, and for better or for worse, she's been here with me.

Words can't express what she means to me, she has helped me through so much, and loved me unconditionally, and I just can't imagine my life with anyone other than her. She's the only one who understands everything about me, the way I work and think, she knows how I'm feeling and rushes to be there for me when I cry or when I feel sad.

She shares everything with me and includes me in every facet of her life, and I just... I love her so much I could die happily knowing that I even got to know her in this life time.

We've been through so many awful things, but we never take time to think about the amazing things we've been through too...

The late nights we stayed up because we wanted to hold out and keep posting to each other on AIM or Yahoo!, how we'd randomly call each other at 3AM and talk while I made biscuits cos I had the mad munchies from my pain meds, or how when I put up a status about relapsing into depression, how not even 5 minutes later she called me and asked if I was okay.

She calmed me down when I had my awful panic attacks, she pushed me to do well and graduate high school. She's supported me in everything I've done and continues to do so.

And here, in this journal, I vow with every fiber of my being, I will be the best wife to her that there ever has or ever will be in this world. I will do whatever I can to make her happy, and I will love her unconditionally in this life and the next. We've spent 5 years of our lives together, but our life together is just beginning.

I look forward to sharing every moment, every laugh, every cry, every smile and every memory with her. This is why we're always a packaged deal, because you see, we can't live without each other.

She's the peanut butter to my jelly, the Zhao Yun to my Sun Shangxiang, and my eternal soulmate.

If I ever killed someone, I know she'd help me hide the body and come up with an alibi.

If I ever fell from grace, she'd be there to pick me up and put me back together.

There is no one on this earth that will ever love me more than her, and there's no one on this earth that will ever love her more than me.

I love you, baby. More than life itself. I wish you knew just how happy I am, and how much I love you.

Ever since the day we met, you became my very best, most closest friend. You know things about me no one else knows. I'm so happy to have met you, and even more happy to have fallen in love with you.

Everytime I say that I just think of Kana from Fruits Basket... But it's true.

Please stay with me forever, you are the air that I breathe and the light that guides my way through the darkness. You're my love, my life, and my very heart. I would be so lost without you, and I sincerely mean that.

I felt the whole world needed to know about you and how much you mean to me. No one has ever successfully been able to come between us and heaven knows they've tried so so hard to. We're unbreakable.

I love you so much Pumpkabat.

Since I'm making a fresh start with this name, starting over with all new deviations, I'll use this to explain a bit about myself!

I'm a very easy person to get along with, but me and Pumpkabat are a packaged deal! We're really sarcastic but loving people. Sometimes we fall out of people, not literally like falling out of their bodies but, sometimes we can't converse because we have severe social anxiety problems (stemming from early childhood). But that doesn't mean we don't love talking, we just have issues on occasions! 

I want to join up to some roleplay groups, so I'll probably do that in the near future!! <3 I can't wait to start making new friends!! Don't be shy with me! ; 7 ; 

I don't like self-centered people, attention whores or liars though. )8 So please if you are like that, and want to be my friend, make an exception for me here! 

If there is anything you'd like to know about me, don't hesitate to comment or note and I'd be happy to answer! I don't become friends with people who are just thirsty for art of their OC/What may have you, that sickens me. If you genuinely want to be my friend, I'd be happy to! But please don't try to befriend me with only getting something out of it as your motive! :c That's not nice. 

I do commissions! Just ask!
I don't do requests! Sorry. ;_;

Name: Rue
Birthday: December 14th!  
Gender: Genderfliud, biologically female. (Literally, not "tumblr genderfluid". Literally some days I feel like a boy and dress like one, and then I want to be super girly. Truefacts.)

Sexuality: @AquaticPisces-bian.
Height: 152.4cm // 5'1"
Time Zone: East coast, GMT -5:00.

Average hours of sleep: 5 - 8 depending. I like staying up and talking to my waifu a lot. 
First word that comes to mind: Benevolence!!!

One place that makes me happy and why: Anywhere with my Waifu. But probably laying together in our bed laughing and talking.

How many blankets I sleep under: 1, but I used to sleep under 3 - 4. Thinking back I was fucking nuts. 2 pairs of socks + 4 blankets and one of them was electric. Now I get hot under just this one…

Favourite beverage: I MISS VANILLA PEPSI. SOBS. 
The last movie I watched in the cinema: Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides. 
Three things I can’t live without: Pumpkabat , Our obsessions, Water. 8D;

Something I plan on learning: Lots of diff languages.
A piece of advice for all my followers: Shoot for the stars. Don’t let anyone tell you what you can’t do. 
You have to listen to this song:
 God Syndrome by Madame Macabre Ft. Ashe




FINAL FANTASY TYPE-0 (Current Obession):

Zhuyu x Caetuna Setsuna

Ace x Nine, King x Jack, Trey x Eight, Naghi x Machina, Queen x Cinque, Nine x Queen, Kazusa x Kurasame, Kurasame x Sice, Trey x Sice, Seven x Sice, Qator x Aria, Naghi x Izana thnx waifu, Higato x Waifu

Lowkey Ships:

Cater x Deuce (After the final Scene), Kazusa x Naghi, Nine x Eight, Nine x Sice, Naghi x Ace, King x Queen, Trey x Queen, Trey x Cinque, Cater x Sice

DYNASTY WARRIORS (Current Obsession): Zhao Yun x Sun Shangxiang (4evz otp)

Zhao Yun x Liu Bei, Zhao Yun x Liu Shan, Zhao Yun x Zhang Bao x Guan Xing, Zhao Yun x Sun Ce, Zhang Bao x Guan Xing, Zhang Bao x Xingcai, Zhang Bao x Guan Yinping, Zhang Bao x Liu Shan, Ma Dai x Wang Yi, Ma Dai x Ma Chao, Zhuge Liang x Sima Yi

Wen Yang x Xiahou Ba, Sima Zhao x Liu Shan, Sima Zhao x Sima Shi, Sima Zhao x Yuanji, Sima Zhao x Zhong Hui, Chunhua x Yuanji

Xiahou Dun x Cao Cao, Cao Pi x Guan Yinping, Guo Jia x Xiaoqiao, Li Dian x Yue Jin, Cao Pi x Cao Pi, Li Dian x Guan Yinping, 

Sun Jian x Liu Bei, Lu Su x Zhou Yu, Zhu Ran x Lu Xun, Ling Tong x Gan Ning and more that I’m not going intooo.

Diaochan x Xu Shu, Diaochan x Guan Xing, Diaochan x Sun Shangxiang

And lots more but I need to add them as I go hahuahuehuehue. I p much like any ship as long as Zhuge Dan, Meng Huo, Zhurong, Zhang He, Lu Bu, Yuan Shao, Cao Ren, Pang De or Fa Zheng aren’t a part of it tbh. I have a personal preference please don’t come to me with the “defense squad” of any of these characters. Irdc.


The World Ends With You: Neku x Joshua

The Legend of Zelda: Linebeck x Link, Link x Sheik, Link x Kafei, Nabooru x Saria, Impa x Zelda, Link x Vaati, Link x Malon

Final Fantasy VII: Zack x Aerith, Reno x Cissnei, Reno x Zack, Cissnei x Aerith

Final Fantasy IX: Blank x Zidane, Beatrix x Garnet

Final Fantasy X: Auron x Rikku, Auron x Tidus, Tidus x Yuna, Wakka x Rikku

Final Fantasy XII: Al-Cid x Larsa, Al-Cid x Balthier, Vaan x Penelo, Ashe x Vaan

Final Fantasy XIII: Lightning x Hope, Fang x Vanille, Sazh x Vanille, Fang x Lightning, Snow x Hope

Final Fantasy XV: Prompto x Noctis

Kingdom Hearts: Aqua x Vanitas, Axel x Sora, Vexen x Zexion, Hayner x Roxas, Xaldin x Xigbar, Marluxia x Sora, Repliku x Namine, Kairi x Namine, Larxene x Namine, Zack x Aqua

Pokemon: N x Silver, Green x Red, Chili x Cress, James x Ash (anime tho) 

Breath of Fire: Dragon Quarter: Ryu x Bosch, Elyon x Cupid, Jezuit x Hortensia, Lin x Nina, Deamond x Mebeth

Chrono Cross: Nikki x Serge, Nikki x Marcy, Karsh x Marcy, ZOAH X KARSH, Serge x Kidd, Holy moly I have more pairings but I can’t think of them why.

Threads of Fate: Duke x Rue, Rod x Mint, Mint x Rue (comical), Belle x Mint, Trap Master x Mint, Trap Master x Mode Master

Jak & Daxter: Jak x Torn, Jak x Ashelin, Waifu x Daxter, Krew….

Sonic the Hedgehog: Sonic x Shadow, Knuckles x Rouge

Starfox: Falco x Fox, Fox x Krystal

Dark Cloud: Seda x Toan, Ruby x Toan, Xiao x Toan

Professor Layton: Layton x Luke, Layton x Clive, Clive x Luke, Emmy x Luke

Animal Crossing: New Leaf (Gijinkas): Francine x Marshal, Beau x Fauna, Beau x Punchy, Ankha x Marina, Julian x Marshal, Grace x Marshal, Grace x Julian (friendship), Punchy x Felicity, Fang x Lolly, and lots more.

Space Channel 5: Purge x Ulala, Jaguar x Ulala, Ulala x Pudding

Anime / Manga

Yu Yu Hakusho: Yuusuke x Hiei, Jin x Touya, Shizuru x Yukina, Karasu x Kurama, Youko Kurama x Kuronue

Rurouni Kenshin: Saitou x Kenshin, Sanosuke x Kenshin, Kenshin x Yahiko, Sanosuke x Yahiko, Saitou x Sanosuke, Sanosuke x Kaoru, Sanosuke x Misao, Yumi x Soujirou, Usui x Yumi, Kamatari x Soujirou, Sanosuke x Katsu, Captain Sagara x Sanosuke

Fruits Basket: Haru x Hiro, Haru x Yuki, Haru x Kisa, Hatori x Shigure, Hatori x Momiji, Kyou x Yuki, Kyou x Hiro, Shigure x Kyou, Ayame x Yuki, Kyou x Kagura, Uo x Hana

Fushigi Yuugi: Tasuki x Nuriko, Tasuki x Tamahome, Tasuki x Miaka, Miaka x Yui, Hotohori x Tamahome, Hotohori x Miaka, Tasuki x Chiriko, Tasuki x Kouji, Tetsuya x Keisuke, Tokaki x Subaru

Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE: Kurogane x Fai, Syaoran x Sakura, Kurogane x Tomoyo, Kurogane x Syaoran, Toya x Yukito

Full Moon o Sagashite: Izumi x Takuto

xxxHOLiC: Doumeki x Watanuki, Marodashi x Morodashi

Free! Iwatobi Swim Club: Rin x Haru, Makoto x Nagisa, Rin x Nagisa

Ouran High School Host Club: Hikaru x Tamaki x Kaoru, Hikaru x Kaoru, Tamaki x Haruhi, Tamaki x Kyouya

Magi the Labyrinth of Magic: Sinbad x Judal, Sharrkan x Yamuraiha, Sharrkan x Alibaba, Sphintus x Kouha, Judal x Alibaba, Judal x Kouha, Alibaba x Aladdin, Sphintus x Aladdin, Sharrkan x Spartos, Spartos x Pisti, Alibaba x Kougyoku, Hakuei x Seishun

Sailor Moon: Seiya x Usagi, Rei x Usagi, Haruka x Usagi, Haruka x Michiru, Seiya x Michiru, Alan x Mamoru, Fiore x Mamoru, Helios x Chibi Usa, Hotaru x Chibi Usa, Makoto x Ami, Seiya x Yaten, Rubeus x Saphir, Pupulan x Peruru, Jun Jun x Palla Palla

Ayashi no Ceres: Mikagi x Ceres, Aki x Aya, Toya x Car, Yuuhi x Chidori, Yuuhi x Suzumi, Kagami x His Gas

Arcana Famiglia: Libertà x Nova, Jolly x Debito, Luca x Felicita, Jolly x Elmo, Jolly x Felicita, Debito x Libertà

Prétear: Goh x Mannen, Hayate x Himeno, Himeno x Mawata, Kei x Mannen, Goh x Kei

InuYasha: Miroku x InuYasha, Jakotsu x Bankotsu

Hot Gimmick: Azusa x Ryoki

Shingeki no Kyojin: Levi x Eren, Mikasa x Armin, Ymir x Christa

Noragami: Yato x Yukine, Kofuku x Hiyori

Pandora Hearts: Gil x Oz

Outlaw Star: Gene x Harry, Gene x Hilda, Gene x Jim, Hilda x Melfina

Deathnote: L x Light

Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna: Kanone x Eyes, and more but I forget LOL.

Magic Knights Rayearth: Ferio x Fuu, Umi x Hikaru, Zagato x Emeraude, and more I also forgot.

Revolutionary Girl Utena: Juri x Miki, Utena x Anthy, Toga x his car

Project K: Izumo x Misaki, Mikoto x Misaki, Kuroh x Shiro, Mikoto x Tatara

Saiyuki: Gojyo x Goku


Harry Potter: Ron x Draco

Avatar: The Last Airbender:
Zuko x Katara, Jet x Zuko, Sokka x Zuko, Jet x Katara, Katara x Toph, Sokka x Toph, Azula x Ty Lee (x Mai), Appa x Momo

The Legend of Korra:
Tahno x Korra, Bolin x Eska, Mako x Desna, Mako x Kai

Code Lyoko: Odd x Jeremie, William x Ulrich, William x Jeremie, William x Odd, Odd x Ulrich, Yumi x Sissi, X.A.N.A. (personified) x Aelita

X-Men: Evolution: Scott x Kurt, Lance x Pietro, Gambit x Rogue, Logan x Kitty, Lance x Kitty, Scott x Kitty, Logan x Kurt

Sawyer x Sayid

Steven Universe: Garnet x Pearl, Ruby x Sapphire, Jasper x Peridot, Jasper x Lapis, Lars x Sadie